| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004 |
| 8:37 am |
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| Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004 |
| 2:51 pm |
FIRE!!
ok so astology isnt the biggest thing in my life but damn thease people nailed this leo. Leo is a Fire sign. You are an extrovert. You love to be dramatic and play to an audience. You are only truly happy when the attention is on you! You are a born leader and thrive on recognition for your accomplishments. You are sometimes arrogant and lack tact. Your charm helps you in social situations and you are in your element when addressing a small social group. Leos tend to be a little self important and need to consider the wishes and feelings of others in social situations. |
| 8:34 am |
I suppose an update is in order
Well lets see umm this weekend to the dervish i danced my ass of saturday. Hai stayed home the boy needed rest i can't blame him. Me, Hai, and collette went shopping yesterday I bouth a black t-shirt that says "Gothnix: Nice Boot. Wanna fsck?" its a unix thing dont worry if you dont get it and i got a tank top with a red star on it. Umm things with shelly have just gotten off i dunno. i feel like the only time we do anything together is when she feels like it. We're sill friend but i don't think i want anymore then that now. I need to talk to her about it i had planned to but theres always something in her house she needs fixed so i never get to talk to her really. I spent like thursday - monday at Jonathan and Melissa's. Its great to be back around them. Jonathan and I were acting like complete dumbasses. We saw a hair loss comercial and immeadiately i came up with " Ya know when i notice my hair was balding. I shaved off my pubes and stuck them to my head." Yeah we're crazy. I actually spent a shitload of time catching up with melissa it was well i don't know a word for it. It was healing i suppose. I knew how much i missed her but at the same time never really had any idea how much i did. Having Jon and her fills a void in my life that has been empty for some time now. I dont have any friends from high school really left. melis didnt go to school with me ( she couldn't have she's still in high school) but she was in that period of my life. So i found out why she invited me instead of her boyfriend to sixflags. Appearently he can't ride any rides or he'll die its some weird medical condition.I was like wel all the more reason tol bring him still ( i'm going to hell) You know how you want someone so bad you'll do anything to get them. Yeah i'm fighting that like a son of a bitch. She looks like shes going to leave him anyway. ( No i'm not responsible for that, not completely anyway) But she's sounding like shes not going to want another boyfriend for a while. Which ya know thats fine. I just hate both of us sitting next to each other ready to blow shit up because we want to kiss and damn well can't. ( Kissing is cheating in her book :-/ ) I can deal with just dating the girl thats what we really need to do anyway. Things have changed alot and thats going to be touch and go or touch and stop. Anyway we went to see garfield the other day, Its a good movie but me and melis were in hell until it started. They were playing this candy commercial and me and her are already horny as hell in a dark theater. The candy commercial is like telling about how Rich, creamy, sensual, moist, luscious ( And like four other things that made me want to lean over and take a bite out of her XD ) the candy is. We looked at each other in unison and said "Dammit!" I need to see about tickest to six flags and stuff. Anyway work stuff laterz people. Current Music: Audioslave - I Am the Highway |
| Friday, June 18th, 2004 |
| 3:33 pm |
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| 1:57 pm |
This is a Direct Qoute from DJ.EXE
important info about the DERVISH! (crossposted) Attention everyone! The Dervish is open for its club nights!! You heard right. It may not be a permanent solution but for at least the next 3 weeks, ALL club nights (starting with 80's night tonight!) are green lighted at the Dervish. Your truly (DJ.exe) will be spinning tommorrow night! And at least the following two weeks! I guess my last email was kind of prophetic because now is where all of you CAN make a difference. Show up and have a great time the next few nights because your support may make or break one of the last and oldest club venues in this city. And make sure everyone you know gets informed about this ASAP!!! I don't have more details on the legality of the situation so don't bother asking. Just be happy that for now we are up and running. I will see you all on the dance floor!! Connor (DJ.exe) So get your bitch asses out there Esedess |
| 10:48 am |
I went out with Hai last night to Twiropa. It was ok i guess. It was soooo painful man i swear. Hai almost went and talked to some random girl. I'm so proud of him. There might be hope for him yet. I'm comtemplating a singles party. (Throughing a party for all of my friends without a gf/bf) I'd have to have it at Garrens though :-/ I dont think he'd go for that. I dunno. I graduate tommorow WOOHOO. I get to wear a gown hehe. Jon and Melissa are coming :-D Its good to have them back in my life. So Me and Melis have been writing emails back to each other left and right so much so that i didnt have time to update yesterday. Which is great because well our communication skillz have always been limited. She has a tendency to get quiet on me and then i can't figure out what the hell is going on with her. Anyway i think we're getiing this whole friends things down. I dunno at least things dont feel all awkward for me. We might be going to six flags later next month like around the 4th of july or something i dunno ( I'm still not sure why she invited me and not her BF but i'm not complaining). sounds kinda fun i'll be with her and jon and the infamous amanda ( The older sister.) think britney spears but taller and with a hardcore i'll kill you attitude. Melis has a anime style body Very skinny long legs has a great ass and nice handful size well anyway you get the picture. She also shy at least around me anyway. she seems to be alot more open though then before. We actually talk now. Even though its mostly both of us just rambling because both of us get so goddamn giddy when we see each other its hard to think of anything else that really matters. i keep asking myself does anything else really matter though. I still have my priorites but she keeps coming back into my life. This time i want to have her around even if its just as one of my best friends. I've been blessed to be able to come into her life of and on for a long time. I've know her since she was probally 11. She orignially didnt live with jon ( parents are divorced blah) so i saw her every couple of weekend. I've like her since day one but I knew better when we first met. (still way to young) She was such a shadow she and a friend of hers would sit there and try to sneak around following me and jon. Which usually led to be cutting two corners and standing behind them scareing the shit out of them. Those were some good times. After i got kicked out. ( oh which by the way was because i snuck over there while her dad wasn't home I got it wrong in my last post) I got to see melis every few months or so and never for very long. With me moving to california and everything else that happend i just dunno we never did get to settle alot of things. I think we're getting to do that now. Maybe once all questions are answered we can see where things go. I kinda want her to see this but at the same time i dont. I dunno. Shes letting me know whats going on in her head maybe she should see whats going on in mine. It might help her. shes got alot going on in that head of hers more then alot of people give her credit for. I just don't want to scare her off ya know. GAHHHH! Ya know i just realized to make your lives easier i reorganize my thoughts. I just wrote all three of thease paragraphs at once. If i didnt you could never stay up with it. My mind just runs three of four tracks at once. This is probally why i can never stay up with whats going on Got 3 other things going on in my head at all times. I am going to let her see this. Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: Busta Ryhmes - This Means War!! |
| Wednesday, June 16th, 2004 |
| 2:27 pm |
Somethings never change
Well i went and saw jonathan after work yesterday. It was really good to talk to him and just bs about computers and crap. And of course i saw Melissa his little sister. She's almost 18 now i can't beleive it. Seeing her sturred up alot of emotions i haven't felt in while. We fell into our flirting as usual. i tried not to i really did. shes got a boyfriend right now. She said something about breaking up with him and some how the responsible part of me came out and said " dont break up with your boyfriend I'll be around for a while either way." ( i'm a fucking dumbass) So anyway now i'm sitting here thinking about her missing the hell out of being around her. its kinda sad. I should probally give some background since literally no one who reads this could possible know. I went out with melissa maybe 4 or 5 yrs ago. She was 12 or 13 i was about 15. i dunno things went really well. I stayed over there one night ( i was always crashing at johns) and she came and slept with me on the couch. Well her dad kicked me out of the house. And i stayed away for along time. So i'm back there now and there isn't anything to really get in the way this time. Soooo I dunno. I guess we'll just see how it goes. I'm going back there today i'm terrible. |
| Tuesday, June 15th, 2004 |
| 9:18 am |
Wasnt a great weekend wasn't a bad weekend (So was it really a weekend)
Well we all went out saturday ( Me, Hai, Colette, & Angel) And needless to say couldn't find a single fucking place to go. My need to dance is more important then my need for sex or alcohol dammit. Which if it were for the fact that they're in a decent supply i'd be out of my mind right now. Well we ended up at the infamous OZ. Probally the only club left to really dance on the weekend anymore. But i find it crowded and the music is very repetitive ( every things is in 4x4 beats). It was nice to see Angel get back on a box and dance though. ( hasn't happened since 1984 closed) I danced a bit but god no one had decent moves there it was sad. I shouldn't be complaining but i miss the dervish to be honest Twiropa was better then OZ. ( thats bad) Hai seemed to find OZ interesting. I'm guessing muscle bound men in Speedo's dancing on a bar was something completely new to him. ( They were well blessed to an extent but i still wasn't impressed) He still didn't dance but i can't blame him there. Being there at least confirmed what i had figured. I'm still exetremely picky about the boys i like lol. So i'm going to Twiropa thursday. And I dont know what i'm doing this weekend. Anyway after OZ Hai got all hyper and was running around and screaming at shit it was great. He Yelled at a car and the car next to it alarm went off.We left angels and went and got food then i brought him home. Drove to my moms and slept in my car until the morning. Not much else happened I'm going to start designing clothes again. I used to in High School but i never made them. I'm going to do 3d models and then sew them. I have a few people who i want to be models but i still need to ask them. I figured i should really get something designed before i try to make them for people. anyway i need to head out works stuff. Current Mood:  cheerfulCurrent Music: Gackt |
| Friday, June 11th, 2004 |
| 12:43 pm |
Moving and The What not
So i moved my main desktop computer to Mah Angel. Garren is so saving my ass as usual. I should get colette to come with me and we go buy him some kind of surprise for him. I'm Selling my laptop to Hai It i save every scrap of money i get plus what he pays me I should be close able to buy my laptop. I found a discount laptop computer shop. Its the Exact same thing i wants ( Except the Alienware blue cover) But its the company that alienware buys its laptops from and its half the price. I'm thinking about trying to start my own buisness again. I just dont know wat i want to do. Build Repair and Sell computers maybe. I got to find something to adjust my schedule. Oh i saw Christina last night at Twiropa ( sean and Mhatt got me out there) It was kinda nice to see her again shes one of the old regs from 735 and i think she was a shim shamite. Told her to come out to the dervish next week. Oh yeah no dervish this week. They lost their entertainment liscense or some shit. I have no clue. Twiropa wasn't as bad as i thought but ugh they play some real crap their. And i can't escape from drunk bitches with fake breast that can't dance. I miss the stage I dunno how Mhatt and Sean are handling this i can't. So i've got to come up with 2,200 bucks for my laptop thats alot less then the 4,500 i was gonna spend :-D Still gonna be a bitch to get that kinda of money at once though :-/ Maybe i can ask my dad for help as a College Graduation Present ( i'm going to hell ) This laptop is something i been wanting for a long time. Its what i want when i bought the one i'm on now I just needed this on in a pinch. And for Hai this is fucking orgasmic compared to what he's on now. A roof fell on my moms house. Its Nutz. Their staying in a hotel. Oh note once again i am getting rid of my bed if anyone is looking for one. Its not great but its a good deal. ( Free) anyway work stuffs see ya |
| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004 |
| 9:19 am |
Mass Destruction & Chaos
So appearently i've manage to piss just about everyone. I dont even know where to start with it. To most of you just cool ya goddamn jets think about your issuse and then bring them to me and we can dicuss it. The only thing your going to get by yelling at me is a pist off Leo. In other new went shopping with Hai yesterday. I got the hat i been looking for ( $3 ) woot and I got some denim pants that sadly look alot like my vinyl pants but they will go really well with my red vinyl shirt. Hai gots some really good shinies. Some vinyl pants and to really nice jackets. nce enough that i'm going to have to barrow one some night :-D They look really good on him We need to work with the hair a bit and some make up then i can totally start pimping his ass to meet women I mea introduce him to new people :-P So I think i've found room for Otakon. Actually I've found alot of room like 6 spaces. But its 137 a night total so just say 140 / 4 so thats roughly 35 a night. 140 for 4 nights :-P Hai just got offered something for free. I got to see about it though i dunno if i can go with it or not. So anyway yeah open invitation for people to go but respond fast 6 spots and that about as cheap as they get. ( Note my friend has the rooms and is talking about canceling one because no one has been ready to say they'll do it and put down a deposit ) So hai talk to your boy but i can definetly get us space. Anyway. I think i did something bad last night. I told amber that i'm finally in that "we should just be friends" state. The little bastard in me wanted to say "Honey i'm so over you" but thats mostly cuz she started with a serious attitude. ( every once in a while the voice of reason kicks in and makes me say something nice not to mention i'm probally not over her just got some priorites i need fufilled) I tried to explain it last night but i'll be damned if i could. I'm at that point where really i'm looking for some to stimulate alot more from me then just sexuality. I need to find someone that meets my personality that can counter some traits and maybe enhance some others. I dunno. To be honest i wasn't dead set i'm probally still not. But i got bitched out last night because i called Gerard a boy toy ( this is what i call all girls boyfriends ) not to metion last time we got to talk which granite was a while ago we were talkign about how nice it was being single how the fsck was i to know anything changed. But thats another thing i think amber is still in the mode where everything changes alot and you have to keep on your toes and give lots of attention. ( I'm not that guy lol) I dont really know waht i'm looking for anymore. Something in the asian variety probally. ( I might as well if i'm gonna be picky ) Oh will i'm on this tangent Hai you should invite kim to come dancing ( i'm going to hell ) I kinda want someone older. Girls my age just well havent been on their own for long enough. Who know myabe i'll find someone at Otakon. 2-3 day thingies are nice. I'm going to try to design a gundam outfit. By then. 2 months so i can do it i think. I have enough cardboard and stuff and i can make it like 9 foot tall or something :-D ( Its gonna be a bitch to get it to the con. Anyway I just kinda want a girlfriend again. But i want it to last a little bit a month or two at least. I just need some interaction and intamacy with someone i can care about. Well i have to go may my money so i can go to Otakon. I'll rant more later probally Current Mood: Ehh/ ExcitedCurrent Music: Deadsy - Brand New Love |
| Tuesday, June 8th, 2004 |
| 9:03 am |
Generally whats going on.
Soo Well I'm done school. I have to clean the fuck out of my room despite Hai's odd excitement of living in a mess I need to clean up do laundry and pack up my shit. I'm throwing out my bed so its up for grabs. Oh speaking of Hai we're supposed to go shopping today :-) He wants some new duds for clubbin and i guess just in general. I'm going to be looking at clothes so i can design a new outfit. Shelley's getting rid of some old clothes so we're going to sort through those and make some new outifts when ever she gets to that. I need to learn to use a sewing machine again. I'll ask my mom one weekend to show me. If you notice i have a new Icon Its Kiriyama from Battle Royale. He is one sexy bitch! I think i'm starting to well like guys again. Its weird the last guy i liked tried to kill me and well probally still is. Anyway just between the number of cute guys i been seeing lately plus the fact that i appearently kissed one of my friends after a shot or 3 of tequilla. just something on my mind. I'm gonna try to go to Otakon. I guess i need to tool that out with Hai since he's going and i not going to some definetly Yankee fuck state alone. He wants to buy my laptop which is cool. I'm gonna hook him up with it for Otakon So i'll probally be laptopless for about a month. I'm Gettting a super l33t alienware in Conspiracy blue. Its like 4,500. But also with me getting rid of my apartment and all I wont just have access to my desktop all the time. So I need to just go top of the line that way i dont have to buy a new laptop for a while. I'm gonna try to get alienware to finace me for like 2k put some on a credit card and a few other tricks up my sleeve to make the cash for the machine. Oh I fixed my car last night. For those of you who don't know It died on me at 8pm on sunday. Appearent my battery just got so old it dropped all charge. I missed Assimilate. And i broke a promise. Sorry Taryn :-( i couldn't do anything. So today i have to buy a new head light and get my break tag. Actually i need to get started so i'll check you guys later. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Daft Punk - Face to Face |
| Sunday, June 6th, 2004 |
| 12:28 pm |
HAI everyone
ok so last night/ yesterday was just massive aweome. Went to ambers around 5:30 got to meet that boy toy. Nice guy i suppose. He reminded me of the new people who show up at the club and see me dance for the first time. "I love how you move i wish i could dance like that blah blah blah" Well at least he was willing to try it instead of going "oh no i cant move like that".I dunno i'd like to talk to him when there isn't a slew of people around sometime. I got to see ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) teh_los3r =Hai yesterday we picked him up from work. And of all people he wanted to come out with me to the dervish. YAY. So we ran to his house so he could change. I was shocked that boy has some serious style. Theres alot more to him then i got to know before. So we ran back to my house i got ready then we went to the club. ( I had teh bewst outfit) So I called angel i was like I'm bringing a cute asian boy with me. Needless to say everyone was immeadiately excited lol. So he got to meet boku people last night. Sadly i dont think he met half of them. It was a slow night/ i was tired of introductions after meeting everyone at ambers party movie thing. He talked to colette almost all night. Me and angel danced most of the night. Angel grabbed Hai's tie and tried to pull him on the floor. He got him on the floor but he didnt dance. I know the boy is shy but he's missing out on alot. Oh oh someone thought Hai was my boyfriend LMAO! they were like aww you guys are a cute couple. I was like wtf who? they were like you and the oriental toy over there. I told her we were just friends got my drink and went back to dancing. I guess it was because our outfits matched really closely. both had ties, boots, and pants with way to many zippers. I took him home at about 3 god i'm glad i did that ( normally i stay till the end) I got just across the river and i started fading hard. Had to bust my ass to keep awake. oh well no big deal. I'm all excited i have a new friend which is always good. He's supposed to come out with me to dervish next week too! well anyway i'm dying to play city of heroes so laters my readers. Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Malice Mizer - Au Revoir |
| Friday, June 4th, 2004 |
| 10:05 pm |
I GRADUATED FINALLY More detail i finished ITT techinical with an associates of science in computer networking systems WOOHOOOO Current Mood: estatic |
| Thursday, June 3rd, 2004 |
| 3:36 pm |
City of Heroes
I've Got City of Heroes I ownz all of you. NIGARS!!! - Chapelle |
| Sunday, May 30th, 2004 |
| 5:29 pm |
So I moved the lasts of Shell's stuff today. Its at garrens. I owe that boy so much i dunno how i'm ever gonna repay him. But i dont have to thats the best part of him being a good friend he did it because it was important to me. I made some pretty serious decisions. 1. I'm leaving this apartment next month. 2. I'm not getting a new apartment. 3. I'm not returning to ITT Tech in the fall. 4. I'm applying to either UNO or Del Ghetto so what do i mean. Well i'm paying my rent in june and then getting the fuck out of here. This place feels terrible to be in I can't handle it anymore. I'm going to be out of school ( if i pass, I should ) I've managed to stay away from this place pretty well so. I'm going to get a storage unit. Load my clothes into the back of my car. And then sleep at either, Garren, My moms, Sisters, etc. I just need to take some time to bank some cash and pay off a few things. S yeah my cell phone will probally be your only way to find me the next few months. My parents are going to flip over that but oh well. I wont go back to ITT i need more education then what i get there. It gave me technical skillz but i want culture i need foreign language and history and the such. I'm tired of feeling like a souther little hick. I dont want to .. i dont want to be like my mother oblivious to the world. My father has a clue to whats going on but god knows he's texan so i want to ring his neck half time at some of his point of views. I dunno I know half of you arent here yet. But i'm at the point where i'm realizing how much more to me there is then what i imagined. And there is alot of it i want to discover and to experiment in and expand. I want to grow in all directions at once. I think now i'm more aware of how young i really can be at times compared to what i like to think i was at. Everyone likes to think " oh i'm an adult capable of taking care of myself." Well Yes i am an adult. But at the same time i'm still a teenager for at least another 3 months. And well I can "survive" on my own but as far as actually taking care of myself No i cant. I still need influences in my life. I still need people to look up to and people to go to for advice. And ya know i may always need thease things. I'm not sure yet i dont have the answers. I saw Nadine in a moment where she was a little more vunerable then what she probally wanted me to see. But to be honest it was great for me. It was one of the few times i got to see that well there will always be things that you just can't completely understand. I realized a little while back that i dont need to understand things to enjoy them. God knows i'll never understand my mother marrying my step-dad but it makes her happy. I'm strong enough again that people can lean on me for help now and that feels great. But i still feel that once in a while i need that extra help. Right now i've got garren. And i hate to be dependant on anyone but to be honest i don't think i could make it without him right now. ( I could make it but i wouldnt be someone i could stand while getting through it ) And to be honest i'm about to make myself dependant on people while bouncing for the next few months. God I need some answers right now. There is so many questions. I have one or two friend that i need to ask so much about them i want to know them and so much more about their life and how they see things and what they think about. But half of any wisdom i've ever had was know what not to ask. And i know some of the things i want to know will cause them to push away from me. ( And before you go well if they do that then their not friends ) Thease are things that people dont normally go into and you almost never learn about people. Thease are people who inspire me so greatly and bring out such amazement from me. ( not an easy task ) Theres just so much right now. If it was for the damn Leo in me growling roaring and ready to take on anything i swear i would be so over whelmed right now. Ofcouse that also means i never know when i'm in to deep or in over my head but eh thats my life. Current Mood: I'm really not sureCurrent Music: Bombs over Bagdad ( Rock Remix ) - Outkast;RATM |
| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 |
| 12:07 pm |
This is going to get some attention
Well I finally got off my ass and did it. I went and got my hair styled. Along with removing most of it. Its short in the back and longer in the front just like i wanted. I'm going to have alot of fun with it. There is alot more fashions I can do with it which is exciting. come to find out there was a really good stylist right around the corner from my work. I'll post pics when i can. maybe i can get some this weekend. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: Nelly - Work It (ACDC remix) |
| 9:23 am |
Title of Post
Ok i'm at work and i just cant do school work so i'll catch up on what ive been doing. Ok so i got my car fixed YAY. I have a little extra money in the bank woohoo. um Me and Garren switch phone services fsck Cingular. I been on time to work for too weeks except for this monday. I helped shelley move into her new apartment on the 3rd goddamn floor. I didnt go out saturday i was so tired. Garren helped me half of the day. THANK YOU sooo much. I would have never done it without him. I think Garren is the only person i know that truly loves his friends like i do. For the vast majority of my friends i do have a very solid love and affection for them. Which at times can make me a bit to giving but oh well. Anyway i finish school nest week. I have soo much work to catch up on. Johns lending me his portfolio so i can get that turned in. Unity lent me her CCNA so i can do my Labs and I have to do some homework then some extra for bonus credit. Fridays class is seriously kicking our ass. ( My fault ) we need to get all that together we're doing that today. We're not going to fail we have probally a C as it is. But i want better for my group. ( i hate group classes gah ) It looks like i'm going to be moving in june. I need to talk to my land lord about the lease. probally lose my deposit but shit happens. I think i'm moving in with my sister. ACK not an idea i like. Anyone need a roommate. I wish i could stay uptown but its a slim chance. I have a few places i want to look at though before i give up. anyway I'm out. Current Mood:  frustratedCurrent Music: David Bowie; Maynard James Keenan - Bring Me the Disco King [Loner Mix] |
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 |
| 9:51 pm |
Short and Sweet
ok So its my last 2 weeks of school and i been busting my ass like crazy. Its just been nutz. I havent been able to post or anything. And i have to cut this short. umm i'm moving again soon. and i have a new cell 717 0636 later ppl |
| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004 |
| 9:31 am |
Balancing the Matrix
So last night was amazing I couldn't have had a better night. ( well i could have but not by much ) So I actually woke up at six this morning got up and got out with by 7 to get to work. WOOT!! I'll get there massive early right. NO!!! My radiater hose bust and my car immeadiately begins to over heat. So I had to pull over try to tape the hose up. Then find water because i didnt have enough radiater fluid in my car. I still made it to work ten minutes early. So i guess it all worked out. I'm gonna miss class tonight probally. ( I wonder if i can barrow garrens car again ) GARREN!!!!! Discovered Red wine and Sex does not work for me. I do alright for about a half hour or so. ( thats not long enough for me ) shit gotta do work stuff i'll rant more later |
| Monday, May 17th, 2004 |
| 9:36 am |
No party for You
So i stayed in this weekend. Friday i skipped class and went to Shelleys and we sanded down half the place. Went back aturday morning and got about 2 hours of sanding in. Sunday i went on a insane whirlwind of mass sanding and cleared out the rest of the place. We still have to sand the edges i'm going to ask my dad if i can barrow his sander i know he's got a pretty high powered one. If not i'll just rent one i can take a little damage I just got a raise ;-D. and if i can actually get to work on time regularly I can get another one in like two weeks. ( he only gave half of what he wanted to because ya know i'm a slacker ) Anyway all in all despite the actually work i had a really good time this weekend. One it was nice to do some physical labour. ( its not often i can now ) Garren has been talking about starting a weight lifting workout or something i might join him. I wouldn't mind having some Pect muscles. I dont want to be massive just a little definition and a litttle extra shape. Oh Oh i'm up to 140 lbs. so i'm not like borderline for needing steriods or anything YAY. ( doctors have been trying to pump me with drugs because of my "dangerously low" weight for yrs ) I had a chance to take amber out sunday and didn't I dunno it was just little to complicated. The amount of steps it required is why i stopped dating people in my own age range lol. Not to mention i was just dead on my ass. That sander just streched on my arms i felt all elastic or rubbery. Well work stuff i'll post more tommorow I have to do school work in my spare time now. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Orgy - Make Up Your Mind |
